days by days

is wasting her time
why my blog always related to wasting time?
the whole day, i think i only concentrate one hour to study...
too bad... and Wednesday is my big big big exam already!
maybe i am not a good student... ='(

lifeless

deciding what to have for dinner right now...
should i eat korea mee or porridge?
still deciding...
lifeless recently, exam is getting nearer!
next wednesday is the final or semester 2
BUT, a big but, but I haven't study anything yet! Yes is anything!
I know what is the problem, the problem is I got a very low concentration!
Yes, I did open the book in front of me, writing the notes and bla bla bla
And I did it for few weeks already！
but my thought always flying here and there!
Maybe later, after my dinner I must start my study!


Went to UPR last saturday! enjoyed meeting those friends!

你的世界之外

也许是有些感慨吧
一直都是站在你的世界之外
看着你的一举一动 你开心，我也跟着开心，你伤心，心情也跟着乌云密布
却也忍不住嘲笑自己，竟然连与你分享的资格都没有
你甚至不知道我站在这里
好几次都想要离开了，走着走着经不住诱惑回头看看你
你又像磁铁把我吸引回去了
既然离不开，那我就留下吧，让它一直恶性循环下去
终有一天，我会踏入你的世界
终有一天，我会毅然的离去

寂寞在唱歌

站在这个人来人往的十字路口，
看着路人一个个的从身旁走过，突然有种莫名的寂寞
叹息这个世界太现实了
奈何我看透了这种虚与蛇委，却不知如何应对
不得不把真诚的心灵封闭起来，只把那颗最真的心留给自己
很讨厌自己这种沮喪的情绪，每次都会有想放弃一切的冲动
但却又深深地了解自己不可能做得到，身上所背负的一切实在太多太多了
只好一次又一次的看开，一次又一次的自我安慰，不断地告诉自己那其实并不算什么还有更糟的
只是为什么一次比一次更累

tolerable?

I keep asking myself, are these tolerable?
again and again! once after once
why? why these stupid damn things always happen to me?
I can't endure anymore! I don't want to suffering from this anymore

时间;日子

我想现在我最需要的是时间吧...
让时间把这一切冲淡，把这一切变一种熟悉，不需要去猜忌那么多
我也不懂我到底在寻找些什么
还在适应期吗？不可能吧...都过了那么久，还不能习惯吗？
不喜欢依靠着你过日子，或许，下一次要更勇敢一点...更勇敢一点，为了自己，不是你...
你说你不了解我，你看到的我和真实的我真的是同一种人吗？
我无言了...不想解释些什么，或许你不是那个人吧，那就，算了
夜更深了，想起那一些等待的日子，虽然气得咬牙切齿，还是依然傻傻的等下去
或许，只是或许，没有下一次了吧？

backed to here, kampar

well,Semester 2 started, backed to here again... the internet break down for 1 day!!
hate it so much just now helped my friend to move her house, felt so dizzy!!
i don't no whether i like here or penang cause from now i felt both is the same, last month i working at e-gate elmondo, the food is nice but the bosses and manager are sucks!!
until now i haven't get my salary yet, the stupid elmondo's bosses!! hate it!!
hmm, i think i must pay more efforts at this semester cause the previous semester was fooling around only...
hmm, lazy to write already update next time~