sitting at subway

waiting the time to pass, 11am working
it have been 15days that i work as a waitress at elmondo restaurant
hate working as a waitress, damn tired...
hate the manager
why i come to work?? if i didn't worry about my result i will resign earlier!! but when the time that i want resign, can't already... pity that aunty also...
but i scare that aunty will makan my salary, you know aunty is like that one~
but she treated me many pizza~~ heheeee~~ haven't try the grigliata yet!!! the smells so nice!!! looks delicious!!
the result released, luckily passed, but not very good... i already knew that...
didn't pay great effort on it...
this holiday went out with my secondary school friendsss~~ so nice~~
we went many places~
miss them...
yesterday watched A Night On Elm Street... scary nia... some more watch at midnight!!
wanna buy many things with my salary!! hope that can get it earlier~~~ wanna buy many blouses!!
almost time to work~~ the photos update next time laaa~~~

释放！！

心里很压抑！！！！
只有这里可以让我释放我的压抑 ！！！
很想尖叫！！很想打人！！很想骂粗口！！！我要疯了！！！！
等下就考sociology了！！！
感觉好像读到完了，又好像脑袋空空！！！！！！！
不知道到底读进了没有！！！！

semester 1 gonna end soon

it means that the final is coming too, hmm left about 10days++ and the greatest thing is i haven't start any of my study yet, i am going to die soon...

went to clubbing yesterday, haih felt so guilty and i drunk again... this saturday going to drink again, i might be seeing them drink... this few weeks drink too much already...

we went two club... not many people yesterday

lifeless recently... no more presentation, bar list out skipping classes always...
no mood to study... lost my direction...


went back last week hang out with yinghong and mingyue, is going back again tomorrow... FML!!!
wasting money, mentally tired...
don't know what am i typing all cracksss...


uncle fished a fish~
lazy to write already, hopefully i will start my study~~

又再一段时间没上来了

最近都很懒惰写blog呢~ 没有mood写~ 其实一直都有上来， 开了新的一个post却不知道要写些什么
在这里生活将近3个月了，几乎每个星期都会回hometown，很多朋友都忍不住问我到底是不是在kampar念书~ 呵呵~
已经习惯了这里的脚步，偶尔midnight找朋友到mamak喝喝茶，聊聊天；
每天早上被闹钟吵醒，很想关了它然后继续睡觉，可是却会带来迟到的后果或者来不及冲凉；
很想让朋友帮忙签出席率，但却有深深的罪恶感，害怕lecturer突然点名，害怕跟不上课程；
每天晚上都很想早早睡，上网都不知道要干什么可是就是会拖到1，2 点才会上床睡觉；
最近的睡眠习惯应该是改变了吧，刚才从6点睡到晚上10点...现在3点了还蛮精神的~睡眠时间颠倒了...
不行！！要改！！
明明就把脸洗得很干净了，但是脸上青春痘就是越生越多；刚才终于忍不住了，买了好多片面膜打算这个星期每天敷！！
终于体会到last minutes work是多么的要不得！！上一次，不知怎么的就是没有去管deadline是的二天，完全没有动到economic的assignment组员也没有理会，直到老师非常明确的说今天立刻马上要交才突然醒觉！！结果大家立刻跑回家赶，赶出来的assignment可想而知是多么的烂，而且还非常不幸的printer有问题！！差点跟那里的工作人员吵架呢！！一直不停的骂粗话，形象完全破灭！！幸亏， 老师让我们重做，那次才非常认真地找资料 ！！
数学还是一样的烂...上一次的mid-term成绩我完全不敢看！！胡乱做了一通就出去了...这个星期四又有midterm了...不知道会怎样...唉~
今天早上刚完成了一个dialogue presentation， 终于雪耻了，因为这是lecturer给我们第二次的机会！
上一次的present我非常清楚我们表现得非常差~昨天跟组员练习得蛮久的~一直在edit sound effect~
终于把note的file收拾干净排列整齐了！之前非常的乱，整整一叠没有用的废纸把整个file的重量提高了！！
书桌也变得整齐了，因为要final了，想要在一个干净的环境下念书~这样才会事半功倍~
我因该是带动潮流了吧~呵呵（有点骄傲）因为在班上有时候有些note在lecturers给我们的note里面没有，那些lecturers每次放power point很快就按掉了来不及抄，所以我赶快用相机拍下来了会家在抄，结果现在大家都学我了~ 有时候在上课中就会听到“丁”相机的快门声；
每次驾车到学校时就会注意看校门有没有guard顾，如果刚好没有guard就会赶快冲进校园里~因为park在外面走进校园时在是好远好远啊~！！
开学到现在才去过一次图书馆！！真是气死我了！！
本来已为来这里会整天打game看戏，但是都没有玩到game和看戏~觉得很闷，无聊，幼稚...是我成熟了吗？谁知道；
虽然已经习惯了这里的食物，但是每每到了晚餐时间还是会很烦恼要到哪里吃晚餐...菜色都很相近；
自己煮了还蛮多餐的！厨艺越来越好咯~~呵呵~~
而且越来越肥了！！都没有什么运动到！！
钱，真的不可以乱乱花！！要不然到了月尾又要省省用钱了；
酒，不可以一直喝，因为钱，也因为身体！！ 而且自己的酒量也没有好到哪里去，3瓶吧，走路就不稳了；
闲事 ，也不可管太多~最近身边太多busybody了！！整天一直乱告状真是害人不浅；
我先在只想要说：
WHAT EVER!! LET IT BE!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!! DON'T TRY TO CONTROL MY LIFE!! THIS IS ME!! IF YOU DISLIKE MY ATTITUTE, JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AND PISS OFF!!



来了这里这么久，帮3个人庆祝了生日， 不知道我生日时他们会不会帮我庆祝？呵呵~
在utar第一次的presentation~应该算成功吧~除了Q&A的部分~
自己驾下去怡保吃芽菜鸡~幸亏我记得路~~
真是喜欢这里的风景~
自己煮的其中一餐~有时候忘了拍~
久久一次不用紧啦~
天气真好~
朋友家的狗~超可爱的~刚出生不久~超小只的~
上上次回家时
好久没聚了，没良心！！
上上上上上上上上次回家时~ 在citybayview~不好吃！又贵！又热！
上上上上上次回家时~超可爱的小女孩！！
上上上上次回家时的gathering~
不好看！！

本来这个星期不打算回家了~可是星期5每有课，有好多天假期~不回白不回！！
好吧，4点了~真的很迟了~睡了~

hate the life that waking up by alarm...

WOW is chinese new year~~~

I came back from kampar last thursday~~ my friends dropped me at autocity then mom came and fetch me home~~ hmm, i skipped class... sadness... but if i didn't skip, no one can fetch me home... haizz
today is the sixth day of chinese new year already~~
collected many angpau but i didn't open them after chinese new year only take all the money out~~ haha

I edited this greeting card~~ hehe
and upload some more photos here~~


this was the first day~



this was the second day, we went to kek lok si~~ so beautiful!!

this was the third day~~




this was the fourth day~~
went out with them~~ hehe~~
and I drunk....

hahahaha...

watched this movie just now~~ nice movie~ funny~~

lost myself??

it had been a long time i din update again...
so many things happened~
i changed a lot, in about 3 weeks only... what the hack is this?? i don't want these happened... i want everything back to normal...
this weekend i will stay at qian yi's house~ her family members so friendly~~
we went out for movie, i can be counted that i watched two movie~ the first movie is
大日子， and the second movie is AVATAR!! finally i watched it!! long movie, but nice~
hmm, y i didn't go home since i already came here?? the answer is in my heart...
, well upload some photos first~

this was the first time i went to ipoh d club


and then i met my old friend~



and then my uni friends~~